Nobody will ever treat me as well as you did.
Nobody will care for me the way you did.
I won't ever feel as loved and accepted by anyone ever again.
It's a stupid mistake that I regret with every trace of my existence.
You made my life seem bright and shiny and amazing, even through the tough times. Talking to you makes me happy, even if you're ignoring me.
I sincerely wanted for myself to show you the same amount of affection and caring you felt and had towards me.
I just didn't get it. I needed to fall from your love - to understand how amazing and vast your love and affection towards me was.
I am in awe of what you felt for me, and I realize now that I did love you. I do love you and I can't believe how the hell I let it slip through my fingers without any idea of the immense gift you were giving me.
You're the only person in my life that hasn't done anything wrong by me, even to this date. And for that I will always be grateful towards you for that.
I will always love you, regardless of what you choose to do because I felt the most comfortable and the most like myself with you than I ever have in my entire life.
I found a bible verse that describes how your love felt towards me, and how I want to feel towards you.
Love is patient.
Love is kind.
It does not envy.
It does not boast.
It is not proud.
It is not rude.
It is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrong doing.
It does not delight in evil,
but rejoices in the truth.
It always protects, trusts,
hopes, perseveres. (1 Corinthians 13)